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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 6:32 PM
gahhhhh

freak luh . like my mom is leaving for dinner right . then my maid got headache . and thus i asked her not to cook . anywayy , i doubt i will eat dinner tonight either . then im like so unwilling to on the tv for her . and i cant watch videos cas she will sit here the whole time and watch which is totally annoying me . then i just grab a paper and wanted to start drawing . but i simply cant do it when theres someone staring at me and the paper !!!! ahhhh . sucks leh D: howww . gahh , i officially hate my maid . why do i need her in the first place . total waste of money . gahhhh . i really desperately have the urge to go to amk hub just to get my passion fruit ice blended !!!!!!! i really dont mind kayy . jsut that this type of timing . rawr . by the time i get back , i dnot wanna be squashed in the bus . gahh . now i just type and type and type till she gets bored and go sleep . haha . but lifes getting a bore adn theres nothing to type D: ahhh i want gadgets meeting :DDDDD but havenet yet . apparently its only the 30th . . . and freak ms leee for only be able to be free afte rthe 6th . totally sucks leh . ahhhh . i need a tight scheduleeeee . i need to be busy before i drop back in ! howwwwww . ohyayeeee . my freaking maid is gone . she went into her room . but i still cant on the tv D: incase she runs out to watch . and i cant watch the videos either . although i can put on the earphones but my eear will hurt after awhile D: gahh . i guess i'll jsut have to draw then D:


@ 4:28 PM
back from aunts house

yepp . i just went for my grandma's 'birthday party ' haha . well it was more . erm . gathering barhs . haha . this morning was a total bore . no one was online at all . sucks leh . then the moment i left the house stupid enqi ask why i not online D: anywayy , her house is new , its right beside bedok mrt :D quite convienient luhs . then went there . ate . soon after a few ppl arrived . haha . then i starterd playing with cousins . then after quite some time . cut cakes but i didnt like the taste of it so i just ate a mouth D: haha . then we went to on the air con in on of the rooms and started playing . li ann played maple and some crap game since we managed to on the comp . then i listened to music whilst darren and russel played psp . haha . then time flys and ohya . the first song i heard on 95 was this !!!! closer by neyo !!!!! like woohooo . haha . then darren asked if i liked the song . hten i was like . duh its on my blog you say leh . haha . anywayy , the house quite nice lahh . like its totally new . haha woooooh . later mom got wedding dinner . then i will be alone at home :D but with my maid D: which is totally annoying . cas she keeps wanting to see what im watching on my comp when i dont on the tv for her . apparently im trying to save electricity cas if its on its only for her to watch . which sucks . anywayy , i might be going msia . like i dunno they want some family thing . and got those fruit farms thingy . and sucks leh . they gotta confirm no cats then i'll go . haha . and if my maid cant go (cas she get dizzy spells even awhile on cars ) then i cant go DDDD: but im goingprovided cousins going too . otherwise it would be a bore with aunties . haha . so yeah . you guys better not change your mind kayyy . freak li ann who doesnt want to go D: so only the other two boys goign loh . sucks lehhh . li ann luhhhh . rawrr . gah . okaye nvr mind . omg i still freaking love this songgggggg .


Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 10:42 PM
quiz tagged by enqi

1) enqi (haha i only put your name cas you put mine first . hah. )
2) beeevarly (omg where did that come from)
3) xiu min
4) dew
5) yutian
6) hilda

7)michela
8) maryanne
9) gwendolyn
10) natalie


1) relationship with him/her is:
erm . some classmate i talk to everyday that i believe needs to see a doctor desprately.


2) my impressions of him/her:
cheapskate; paraniod . hahahaa .


3) the most memorable thing he/she has done for me:
hmm , laming with me luh .


4) the most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
giving me the name goat dwarf :D

5) if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
haha , one day freakout more than she always does :D


6) if he/she becomes your lover , she/he will have to improve on:
haha how to love me more !!!!!!!


7) if he/she becomes your enemy , you will:
erm , try to patch things up ??


8) if he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be:
she cant stand how fake i am . haha .


9) the most desired thing you wanna do for him or her now is:
ermmm , be a nicer senior ???


10) your overall impression of him or her:
a very nice mortal that loves taiwanese stuff like me !!


11)how do you think people around you feel about you:
hmm . erm . easy to approach . haha . okaye wait maybe not . gosh how would i knowwww .


12) characters that you like about yourself:

okaye thats a hard one . i guess im . senstitive . and i dont say what i cant do or what i dont like to hear .

13) on th contrary th characters you hate about yourself:
every aspect of me . haha . okaye more importantly , how , much i cannto stand losing (competitive )and how bad my temper is .


14) the most ideal person i wanna be:
erm . some kid with a much better life than mine . okaye i seriously cannot answer this question . like , maybe i can imagine someone in a show or smth . that is apparently acted out . so yepp thats not reality though D:


15) for people who cares and likes you:
ahhh , thank you so much ! awwwww .


16) pass this quiz on to 10 ppl.pls give me th time of your day and do this annoying quiz . no buts !
if anyone bothers , go ahead


17) is no 9 a female or male?
you say leh . haha . female luhh .


18) if no 7&10 were together , i sit a good thing?
erm they dont know each other . at all . haha . okaye hmm , no . its not a good thing . haha . their characters are not even . matchaible . hahah .


19) what is no2 studying about?
erm . i doubt she studied since the hols started . okaye lets see . hmm i guess the last thing was , first aid ??


20) when was the last time you had a chat with no3?
10.49pm today . haha . apparently i didnt close the msn convo so the time is there . haha .



21) what kind of music does no8 like?
wahh . erm . lets see . definately english . and i guess her range is quite large /?


22) does no1 have any siblings?
err , yeah . a brother . okaye i just realised i nvr knew if older or younger . though i guess younger ??


23) would you woo no 3?
errrr . it would be a . what . granny - grandchild thing . haha it doesnt even make sense .


24) how about no 7?
haha yesssss . provided im a les . which im not . hahaha .


25) is no 4 single?
dwarf !!!!! haha . i guess so ??!?


26) what is the surname of no 5?
ho yutian . HO luh .


27) whats the hobby of number 4?
hahaa dwarf dwarf again . hmm . i really have no idea .


28) does no5 & 9 get along well?
hmm , well , senior and juniors . i think so . like they not not get along well .


29) where does no2 study at?
sngs luh .


31) have you ever tried developing feelings for no8?
maryyanneeeeeeeee . haha nahh , and i doubt i will ever try . hahaha .


32) where does no 9 live at?
erm . bishan righttttt .


33) what colour does number 2 like?
oh . i have no idea . green ? haha dunno .

34)are no 5 and 1 besties?
oh . haha . nah . they dont talk to each otehr right ? though they are neighbours .


35) does no7 like no 2?
they dont even know each other .


36) how did you get to know no2?
last yr same class and same cca . though both from sn primary and got impression of her . but never knew her .


37) does no1 has any pets?
haha nahhh . though she almost did within these few days


38)is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
hmmm . nah . though we all love short shorts . haha .


yaye its finally the end . and im off to sleep . i jsut realsied the stupid quiz didnt have more than a question on no.6 D: so i shall make a nice ending here .
since i didnt mention it just now .
ily hilda !!!!!!


@ 8:00 PM
back to boring hols

yepp . the boring hols are backkkkk . my busy days are over if you had seen my schedule on my previous blog . it actually officially ended yesterday . haha . but today was simply . slack day . like totally . haha . i watched bu liang xiao hua till 1 . and finished all 14 ep D: then i watched pi li mit . then hsh . then bai fen bai . until now (8.04) hsh . haha . if you realised i didnt watch bbt at all . firstly is becas i lost interest in the 2nd batch and secondly is becas if i watch the eps of the first batch i'll feel sad . so i see no point . though i will confirm go watch the old eps of bbt . haha . now im watching the 2006 july ones . hahaha . anywayy , i feel like changing blogskin again ! this one is too . . . plain . haha okaye i chose this blogskin becas its plain and now im looking for smth more complicated . hhahhaa .


@ 9:31 AM
another fun day !

yesterday was tiring but fun ttm ! it was extremly tiring . EXTREMLY .
okaye we had the hwa chong combined guides and scouts thing . well the morning started off rather . . . well . yeah . they said to meet 12 at amk mrt . so beverly wanted to have lunch first . then we were supposed to meet at 11.15 . as usual either side were late . haha . so she came at 11.25 instead and by the time we got to the food court . there wasnt enough time to eat . haha . but you know i can eat rather fast . so i was done in 10 mins and she was stuffing food down . haha . anywayy , before that , i met louisa on the bus . haha . at first i saw someone i thought i knew getting on the bus . but i couldnt figure out who . then i realised i was running late . so i ran for the bus and when i got on the first person i saw was her ! haha . then we got off at the same stop which is amk . then when we got off she came and talk to me ! like . omg . haha . but no luh . since she was nice i just talk loh . and i was wearing half guide u . my hair was wet i didnt tie up D: but she just asked where i was going and stuff luh . haha . then beverly said that she met a more . . .. . person . haha yes i agree . haha . anywayy , letme continue with my day . then we rushed over to amk station and we were not last but most of the people were there alrd . haha .then we waited a while more for otthers to come . then we took 74 to hwa chong and thats when the long day started ! we had to long a rather long way to the gate cas we got off a stop earlier and i hate their school for being so big . hahaha . ohoh . and i realised opposite was nanyang and njc !!! and i thought i saw jia wen but it wasnt her . haha . anyway , we went in and we were splited into our different grps . though until now i still dont know my grp no. haha . anyway , the sec 3s in our grp were jasmine and nigel . then the sec 2s were me denise and jeremy .okaye great i hope i dont get your names wrong . haha . and i espacially dont know how to spell names . okaye whtever . oh then we were given clues and the first station . haha . we figured out 'hotsprings' by takign the first letter of every word . but we dunno which hotspriing or where . until . haha we overheard another grp saying sembawang !!!!!! haha . but still we didnt know how to get there . so we just followed the first few grps and we took like what an hr to get there ? we had to change buses though thats why . then we took this super long journey to the place by 980 . i had to stand for ages and it was damn hard to balance . but yeah . haha then we managed to get a seat but the next stop was like omg . two more grps got on ! it was shermaine's adn rachel's grp i think . haha . anyway , those selfish ppl dont want to move to the back then the passengers in front had to squeeze like hell becas they wanted to get off first so they can chiong for the first station . like freak luh . then they ran like hell . thats when the running starts . haha they run of course we run also luh . then ran till i couldnt anymore . haha . but it was fun luh . then we finally got to hte first station and we were to eat raw eggs . its very very very good for the throat kay . but neither of us dared to . okaye luh actually i would if it was not one whole thing . like half half i dont mind . haha but i didnt say cas when i wanted to , we thought of another idea .haha . we were thinking of just spilling some here then some there . but . but . just when they cracked the first crack , everything spilled out !!!!! like the whole floor was yellow . hahahaa . then we tried to cover it and just said we aate alrd . just then . we starteed running for out lifes again !!!!!! haha . we ran like siao . guilty mahs . haha . then we figured out that the next placce was toa payoh the tallest hdb . haha we were smart . like seriously . haha . anyway , then we chiong to the bus stop and decided not to get on the bus that came . so once again , shermaine's and rachel's grp went off first . waited awhile for the next bus and took a few stops to sembawang mrt . and i heard them say the first two grps went over to yishun . so we were thinking if there were to get on the same train again . haha but they didnt luh , anyway , then we took mrt to toa payoh and looked for blk 152 . haha . we were like the first grp to reach there !!!! but all this while we had been with xin ying's grp . until , our grp members manged to climb 30 storeys first !!!!!! so we hurry got down and realised the next stop was at vivo . hahaa . then we chiong to the mrt and took to douby ghuat . becas we had to change lines , we ran like hell from one end of the station to the other . we ran like siao and didnt stop . until we were on the trainadn we got off and chiong to hte roof top . when we got there we saw brenda's grp !!!!! at frist we were with them till the first station . but . they decided to cross the rd after that . so when we took to sembawang , they didnt come with us . when we started on our thrid station , we were the second grp losing to them . but apparently they havent gotten any shots of the instructors . then we chiong AGAIN . around vivo . we were damn lucky ttm . we got the snaps first and woohoooo . we were leading AGAIN !!!! omg i was damn happy . then we chiong to the mrt . who knows we went down the wrong escalator !!!! then we hurry chiong back up then went to the right one . just then . we couldnt have gotten on the train . but , denise and jasmine were still behind . so we waited for the next train . which was like 6 mins . and i tell you . from the roof top to the mrt at most you only need 3,4 mins kayyyyy . we were panicking like siao . seriously . we couldnt even stand still for awhile cas we were tryying to see if the others got on the train too . we called ppl to ask where they were and stuff . like really . okaye i admit , i realised my 好胜心非常强 like usually i will not eb able to accept losing when im that close . so from vivo to newton , i couldnt think of anything esle except winning . and i didnt do it for the prize . i just . wanted to win for once . its something that i cannot do by myself unless im in a grp . okaye anyway , from newton , we had to take bus again . but the exit we were at only gave us one bus option . so we ran to the other bus stop which was . freaking far !!!!! like freak luhhh . haha but we got on a bus finally . 700 is it ? i dunno . but we were still in the lead until on the bus jasmine said brenda's grp were near us . so we hurry got off the bus and of course ran again luh !!!! like i still said the same thing , i hate their school for being so big . haha . and since we were leading , OF COURSE WE WON !! woohooo . i was damn happy kay . not long later , brenda's grp came !!!! haha we were the first two grps so we went to bathe first ! haha . i finshed bathing first ! then waited for the rest to come out then snap a few shots and next came, of course shermaine's and rachel's grp luhhh . hahaa .then we went out adn slack until dinner time !!!!!!!!! wohooo , i ate damn fast . like what 5 mins ???!! haha . i wasnt that that hungraary though . then when i was done , denise was half way throguh hers and jasmine , 1/3 . becas jasmine really couldnt finsihed she kept aksing me to help her , so i ate like what 2/3 of her chicken and half of her rice . haha . then after that we had 'gangshow ' it was funnnn . haha . i know i laughed alot alot alot . espacially when . when . the 7 wonders thing !!!! haha . it was 4 guides 3 scouts in our grp . haha i dont want to explain the funnyness . otherwise i will burst out laughing now .and even if i say it here , i doubt you all will get it . hahaha . anywayy , i had fun all the way ! cas after that we had ice cream !! four tubs !! nutella , apple pie , teh tarik and black forest . i simply love the flavours luh !!!!!!! then . haha . when no one wanted to eat , i ate all the left overs , hahaha . i had like what , 3 flavours in my mouth in the same time cas rachel , shermaine and brenda was stuffing all in my mouth . hahaa . and then when min brought the nutella over i told her i want and hahaha i heard shermaine say , that kimberly ah . haha . not my fault whattttt . i love ice cream alot alot alot . hahaha . and it was so eveyone can go home earlier kayy , tsk thank me . hahahaa . anyway , on the way home as damn funny . walking out was joking with shermaine , hten at the bus stop was crappign with justine . then on the bus was laughing on the phone with enqi . hhahaha . i had i wonderful time . but . the runnign and chionging for the day was not over yet . hahahaa . cas the bus was too pack , only me , justine , denise, beverly , tabitha got on . and when i got on then i realised , min, esther , brenda , jasmine and shermaine was still at the bus stop . haha then on 74 , i was standing the whole journey and my legs almost broke or smth . hahahthen i went over to hub to take 166 . while denise and justine waited for 269 . haha . my last bus was coming soon but i was so thristy i ran back down sad to see that the cheers was closed D: then i had no choice run back up again nad wait for bus loh . then i got on the bus when my mom say can pick me . rawrrrrr . then i got off at the next stop nad decided since im dying for a drink , i'll walk over to 7-11 and just go to some bus stop which was easier to tell her where to pick me . so i boguht my drink and ran back to the mrt station and she had alrd past !!!!!! so i had to run forward somemore while she made a u turn . like i was running the whole day and almost died or smth . hahaha . then i came home and was so tired i washed up and just lie on the bed falling asleep . and great , as i had mentioned , my habit of sleeping is that . whether i sleep early or sleep late , i will wake up early . so now im lack of sleep but i still woke up at 8 .30 D: sads that today got no more lap DDDDD: i really dont mind just sleeping 5 hrs or goign for lap and dont sleep kayy D: gahh . anywayy , im watching the last two ep of bu liang xiao hua cas i saw soemone watching on 74 last night !!!! haha . okayes after this im gonna watch pi li mit . then catch up on some hsh if i got time . ohya and i told min yi i not going for tuition alrd . i'll miss the fun kayyy . and of course all the tuition friends i made over the past two years . the free macs and bubble tea we always get . ahhh this is getting sad . anyway , freakkkking sad that this year is ending so quickly . kay shall stop here . haha it has been a post too long .


Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 6:02 PM
cookies sales at amk !

today was . .. rather fun ! like i had fun at hte beginning and the end :D like i beginning i was very ping to get sales . as usual . haha . and i was until . . . . yeah . shall not mention here . haha . then went to had lunch just bought bread and curry puff and stuff . and i was happy at all customers except one . it was an auntie luh . so i wont blame her either . but she was rather . unreasonable . oh suprisingly i saw little ppl we know . came down from the mrt , i saw sarah ong again . haha i keep seeing her at amk mrt . like this is the fourth time . and i saw sarah ho too . though she ate two of my samples she didnt buy any D: haha i made quite alot of ppl buy though :D yaye . anywayy , cas aalot of ppl are asking why i dont like the word lol .
explaination : to me its a rather rude way of saying 'haha' . yepp . and i hate it more when ppl say lawl . okaye whtever . there are many other things i dont liek in a convo . whether its online or just talking . i dont want to list it out either . in case its offencive to certain ppl . haha .
anywayy , tmr is the combine thing with huachong and honestly , im quite excited or rather curious to whats happening tmr . haha . but theres campfire after that :D and most of you should know i love campfires . haha . a time to get high .


Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 6:30 PM
today was . .. .

erm interesting ? haha im like starting to love spore or smth . okaye lets see what we did . or i rather put it in point form . hmm point form will do .

so yepp thats my day . im too tired to eleborate . haha maybe i'll post later after i bathe :D



Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 4:15 PM
finally

haha yeah . finally . okaye that was because i was watching listening talking typing and crap whilst i was doing up the stuff. haha anywayy , im watching the old bbt eps again . gahh .
okaye i got nothing to type . hmmm . oh tmr . need to go to the guides house to get some cheque or smth .
ahhh im trying to occupy myself . so i wont think emo and stuff .
so , yeah .
maybe i should draw or smth .
aiya . oh i know . go put music at my blog . haha . can kill time :D


@ 12:20 PM
back to blogger

wow . haha . okaye i admit its becas of the skin that i decided to change back to blogger . haha . though im used to wordpress . okaye i think its going to be obvious . as you can see , im typing in chunks . thats becas many paragraphs in wordpress looks ugly . haha . anywayy , if i hate blogger again i might go back to wordpress . and haha you cant blame me , i have to say wordpress is the most friendly user other than blogger and i love the counter . anywayy , im off to edit the rest of the skin . haha . i might post again . like later .



introduction
Song: a little too not over you
Designer: darkdegree
Inspiration: minty_peach

once upon a song
by David Archuleta

A Little Too Not Over You
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)