Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 7:23 PM
okaye i know i havent been updating for ages .
well alot have been happening though .
i have been staying back till 6.30 everyday . whether its for extra lessons or to help out for the cny deco . even so , after that i'll go do hmwork in canteen with rebecca rachel and jinny etc .
there have been hmwork though it isnt tons , but i still cant get use to it .
freakkk i think i got cough from si ming . nooooo its cny !
cant get sick otherwise cant eat goodies DD:
and footdrill has started once again !! hurray . thoguh i feel guilty i dont volunteer to try as a comander .
apparently i really dont know the commands well enough .
and ohya we were talking about it , the blue badges are gonna farewell from guides in 5 mnths ! DD:
i think i will cry like shit . like freak luh i cant believe it .
it has been how long since i just came into guides huh .
so before its our turn im gonna strive hard and do my best for guides !
oh gosh i really will miss them .
and i have no idea why i have been rather , sad .
not to the emo extend yet but still .
other than the blue badges farewell stuff , i have been thinking bout prime .
like really 8 years so far is no short time .
every corner of this school has got my memories in it . espacially the back of the playground .
yet i dont dare go near there anymore . but i guess before this yr ends i will take the chance .
afterall i wont leave this school without at least a picture of those memorable places .
then another thing i have been feel rather unhappy about is the friends that left me .
apparently the really good friends i had since primary school were either stupid or too smart .
they either had not make it back to sn sec or they went off for ip .
haiya not that i can control their attitue towards studies but at least a visit would be good .
just yesterday the chinese compo we gotta write was a sad incident and i wrote about p6 .
perhaprs i shouldnt have came back .
i should have scored lower .
the t mark i got was just over the border . just one lesss and i wont make it into sn .
or might as well i should have left everything behind and went off to san fans .
till now im still wondering why i didnt chose to migrate .
i made the worse desicion in my life .
i used to think i would have lost everything i had if i left .
come to think of it , though i stayed , i alrd lost eeverything that i was suppose to lose 2 years back .
sec 3 is gonna be a tough year for me . i cant afford to lag behind like sec 2 . i gotta go back to the sec 1 attitude .
i have been recalling min yi's words for encouragement but its myself i need to change.
i think i'll leave this blog behind . i will delete these posts and leave the url as it is cas i just changed it .
okaye then again perharps another day .
ahhh kimberlywakeup , stop dreaming in the emo world.all that holds you back is that pathetic memory of yours.just backspace all those and you are one new girl .
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
cca auditions !
haha yepppp , today went for cca auditions . as in to go sit there and see ppl get freaked out at the no. of ppl shes facing at one interview . haha .
okaye the poor sec one will obviously feel intimedated . however you spell it .
like its a u shape , shes sitting in the middle of it . and theres 14 seniors , 7 sec 3s 7 sec 4s and plus one guider . haha . some are uh over enthu and most of them are weirdly quiet . okaye in fact , other than 2 over enthu ones , the rest are soft and gentle . hahhaah . but after our side was done , we went over to 1st coy and haha they say some even talked back . weird huh .
oh sharks . tmr got morning jog !! and well perhaps footdrill ? i dunno gotta go check it out . ahhhh hate muscle aches .
and today was nothing much except . hmm . haha i know ! maths ! we had to get into grps and ours is the one with 5 . so theres me , denise , chermin , yihui and rebcca . from the names its obvious rebecca is the only normal one . and yes . hahhaa . we realised the four of us makes some weird noisies and expression when we finish a question . like . accomplishment . hahah . weird weird weird .
Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 1:52 PM
STAYOVER !
and if you are thinking of SLEEPOVER . NO . that wasnt it . hahaha .
okayes , on friday after guides at 6.30 basicaly didnt end .
apparently at 7.30 , we were still running about getting guylines , cutting them and tying them to the structure which the guiders didnt think was stable . thw four of us , esther , janice , peiying and me were the only ps-es that were not song leaders yet are staying over so there wasnt any jobs for us to do :D
thinking we did not have dinner , we asked for permission to go out and eat . apparently we did have after i asked nien ping and we decided to eat later although it was 8 . so without peiying who was still at gateway, the 3 of us went down to the campfire , well esther wemt down to support the emcees and me , of course to see the campfire .
okaye after the opening we were told to go up to help with the camp table but the sec fours say no need . so we just ate dinner . and thats when me and esther realised we got jinxed mouths .
we were eating half way when we mentioned we were scared of cats . then . a black cat appeared . i didnt see it though . its cas esther was opposite me and she saw it so the both of us got up and started running to the quad . i almost fell cas the didnt see the peg .
anywayy , then i was talkign bout my encounter with denise lee and the few cats at the playground (it was the continuation from before we saw the cat ) she immediatly called me phone . but i was still terrified of the cat i told her to put down i'll call her later .
come to think of it , before that the sec fours were 'choinging' past me cas they found a broom and a dustpan . at first me and esther alrd thought there was a cat cas that area was rather dark and there were benches . who knows . aiya can die ah .
then then . we decided to change the topic . so esther mentioned there was once alex teoh mistook her for brenda . just then , the sec fours who were about ten metres away also mentioned alex teoh . and i swear they couldnt hear us . it was just so coincedential . cas me and esther were talking rather softly . it was damn freaky at that moment and .
OMG . i just rmbed . when we were discussing which part of the school got cats , i mentioned the lower concourse . the part with the strretcher and wheel chair . then the next day i did mentioned that place again when beverly fell and sprained her ankle . okaye im totally freaked out now . ohoh and one more thing , on cca fair when they just started the fire , i said , what if IF the kitchen shelther felll. then we were saying , problaby it will catch fire and burn into pieces . then , 5 mins later , janice said , the kitchen shelther guyline snapped . we got a shock . luckily its the part after the knot . and honestly what i said above is all true can go ask esther too .
okaye back where i stopped . then after that we went down to the campfire and walked around . by then esther went to look for her friends so there was only 3 of us .
when the campfire was about to end , we went to look for newspaper to lay it out for the tents . after we did , we couldnt find the ground sheet .
then we went to help clear the area after the campfire .
so i went to help cherie and alicia with one of the canvas . it was so tedious . i had to step all the steps with alicia and took us 15 mins . after that , we were told to take it out . we were damn pissed can . so what i heard was , all two of the three are to be brought to the forum . so okaye loh , we brought ours to the forum first . then we decided to create space for the others , we had to drag it down , then up to the opposite side of the forum . we waited and waited . they didnt come . then we were about to go back to the specs stand when they needed help with the stage . so we help them carried . then we went back to the specs sstand wanting water when they told us to go help caarry bricks from the shed . so we lugged ourselves all the way there when the sec fours told us no need our help again . so after that i went around looking for janice and peiying and the other ps-es when i couldnt find them ! after 15mins i was told they were at the specs stnd . when i got there , they we done with some . i dunno . but they all stood up and left . so they took all the bags to the den then we went to bathe . i was the fastest . haha . well we had only less then and hour and honestly it was quite long . well we had to go sleep at 11 but by then 11.15 we were not even down ot the tent yet. haha . okaye so we allwent down , after half an hr esther came down and so did min . and they decided to all squeeze into one tent though they had pitch two . smth like cas there were many insects in the other so they all moved over . haha . after a while brenda and shermaine came down . haha . so shermaine went to bathe then they left and after awhile me and janice went up to take earphones when she realised she didnt bring hers .
okaye so we wnted to take photos in the tent and after mentioning it liek what ten times , we didnt . anyway i supposed beverly slept the earliest for about 5 hrs and i slept the lastest like 2 hours. gahh . the next day was . terrible . we took freaking long to keep the tent kay . ours was rather alright but we had to help the others after that which couldnt fit and we had to refold . by then we were left with 45 mins before fallign in . and we thougth we could change after falling in but carol said no . gahh cas got uniform check . so we had to change and keep all the stuf in 15mins . which was impossible . we then over shot by 5 mins . luckily i dont have to tie my hair . like braids . gah . then uniform check and i forgotten to cut my nails . when we falled in , only me and priscilla was there and i had to stand infront . gahhh . the rest was at yog whihc i decided half way though cca fair that i didnt want to go . anyway , after falling out we went to wash up and ate breakfast and after finishing we realised we ate the wrong breakfast . sucks right . then cca fair wasnt anything much but yeah . after that went home and sleep till dinner and after dinner stoned at the tv for 3 hrs before sleeping another 11 hrs . haha . woke up thiss morning and slackeed . watch wu lin and in house and pi li before i posted an half way , gah gwen asked me to explain some math questions which i still cant figure out part a . haha i suckkkk .
Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 10:31 PM
half down half to go !
posting for the 2nd time .
im finally done with geog and slp redoing and its 10.30
though im out of schedule i cant help it .
im left with geog part one and crime prevention editing .
all the way and gah hope nothing goes wrong tmr :D
@ 8:08 PM
tired ! + kinda stress .
ahhhh tired tired tired .
like i said these few days was helping gateway till i had muscle aches now . then just now had gadgets and it made my back damn suan .
i wasnt very happy during gadgets though and i hope tmr will be better .
the thing im worrying now is that ,
tmr will be a usual school day , in the morning wear blouse .
at 3 before gadgets change to pe .
then i dunno what im suppose to wear later on like during campfire and stuff .
then the next day got cca fair . most likely need full guide u .
then after that got YOG . need track pants and pt .
i think my bag will be damn full .
okaye now i gotta do another set of slp report , crime prevention editing and geog . and plus i heard geog research is kinda hard .
aiya now i got too much things on my mind. i need to get some off . gah but i cant . its 8.30 . i got one and a half hrs to do that 3 stuff . gah dieeeee . stress man . no actually not . gah thats not the point . but im really about to close my eyes .
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
yo !! im serious btu i dont have the time to finish the previous post , annyway go to the class blog if you wanna know . for both pictures and info . hahaha .
anywayy , i really have alot of things to do for tonight .
lets see
maths hmwork
chinese hmwork
geog hmwork
edit crime prevention logbook
do another report for slp
finish up cny deco (the red packets they passed me)
FINISH TYPING THESE !
okayes i shall get on with maths
and im 'so excited' to know who my geog teacher is
btw we changed seats just now after our ic registration .
i have also been helping out at gateway for the past two days .
from 2.45 to 6 yesterday and 3.30 to 6 today .
i also had the fun-nest scribes meeting and it was uber enjoyable .
the previous line wasnt scarsm , it was sincere .
i also cutted my hair and my fringe
the lastest remark i heard was from ashely thio whereby she commented 3 times in a day that i look weird .
i think shes the weird one . haha .
okaye those was the past and the future shall be below .
theres gadgets tmr .
cca fair is the day after tmr .
YOG is the after after tmr .
i dont know if i shall go for cca fair in the morning before YOG .
i really will get a scolding if i dont get on with my work now !
hahaa . i guess im done with today though really alot of things have been happening .
haha and yes i have to say gateway was fun for both days , or rather , funny . hahaha .